This silent posture, this hidden hurt you could just never vent out. Because I’m hurting, and I need healing. For I am weary, and I’m too weak to stand on my own. This storm I’ve been thrown into, can’t You hear me? In these prayers I’ve prayed, only my echo could be heard. Am I calling out in vain? How I keep wondering why I’m stuck in this silence. I don’t want to keep fighting, and I can’t see where I’m at through this storm. An I too close to give up now, or am I million miles away from home? These questions that emerge, I now know You won’t leave me here.
Oh my child, I will protect you in the storms you walk through. For a God that loves you, you are a wonderful creation. Your heart may be weak, it may be sick, it may be covered in such darkness. But I can cloth it in light. Trust in Me, and hold on, for I will not let you go. So don’t be afraid, I promise you I will keep you safe. Don’t be afraid, you are loved more than you could know.
I don’t make mistakes, and I knew what I was doing when I made you. I knew your future before you even were. It was no accident when you came to be, your destiny isn’t written by your family tree. I have a story written out for you, a purpose to unfold. No one knows there work of art more than the artist. No one knows a story more than the author who wrote it. You are my child, you are dearly beloved, and I will stay faithful, forever and always. I will not leave you, I will not forsake you. Though the world may break your heart, I will surely guard it, I will cherish it, and I can fill it with hope beyond believing.
I’ll provide a map of stars to follow in these lifeless desert lands you’ve been walking in. These scars of the past will become testimonies of tomorrow, remarkable life stories to be told. This new life I have for you to unfold. You don’t have to stay in this bondage anymore, you don’t have to be defined by the pain of the past. The price has already been paid. A love that never fails, a love that will never fail you. These tests you’ve faced have only made you stronger, for the climb from here gets steep. But tonight sleep in peace, the angels I have watching over you.
So trust in the One who knows you from the inside out, who can lead you to His perfect will. Such a beautiful story to be written.
“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.”